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(Responding to this post about Elrond's "small hands do them because they must, while the eyes of the great are elsewhere" line)

Luthien. He’s talking about Luthien. The great armies of Elves and Men could not so much as contain Morgoth in the end, but Luthien and Beren manage to take a Silmaril from his crown.
 
You can say, “Luthien wasn’t one of the small people, she was half-Maia and a powerful magic-user,” and you will have a point, but Tolkien didn’t conceptualize it that way. Luthien wasn’t trained in arms, she had no army, nothing but her voice and Beren. And magic in Middle-Earth isn’t all that formalized, much of it appears to rely on the wielder’s conviction, not practice or inherent skill.
 
While we’re talking about Elven princesses who married Men, let’s not forget it was Idril who saved the remnant of Gondolin by preparing for the day it would fall. Does that count as a deed done by small hands? I don’t know, it’s kind of debatable. But it’s plausible as something that would have been on Elrond’s mind.
 
And, of course, Elwing and Eärendil could arguably be said to have won the War against Morgoth by getting the Valar to step in. Sailing into darkness with a treasure, stolen and taken from the Enemy and re-stolen and inherited, fleeing from their enemies, carrying a fool’s hope. Sound familiar?

(#I love the leaders of the great armies #but Tolkien sets them up to fail)
 
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(sisterly bonding under the cut; probably boring to anyone who is not Future Manya. Future Manya will find it fascinating.)
 
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Yesterday, my sister and I left Faramir behind, and went –on. “It gets darker and darker from here until the end of Two Towers,” I warned her. She rolled her eyes at me and said, “No really, you think?”
 
It’s slow going. We got maybe 5 pages in yesterday? Just until ‘where there’s life there’s hope, and need of vittles.’ It’s dark, and difficult, and there are glimmers of hope, it’s Tolkien, but getting to them is not easy.
 
It’s a joy to read with S, though. She pays attention, she’s in tune with the narrative. She has a tendency of commenting on a sentence by saying something that is exactly like the next sentence Tolkien wrote. For example:
 
[Gollum is sleeping, Frodo and Sam aren’t.]
 
Me: ‘Are we rested? Have we had beautiful sleep?’ [Gollum] said. 'Let’s go!’
S: We? You mean you, Gollum.
Me [raising eyebrows]: 'We aren’t, and we haven’t,’ growled Sam. 
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“If ever beyond hope you return to the lands of the living and we re-tell our tales, sitting by a wall in the sun, laughing at old grief, you shall tell me then. Until that time, or some other time beyond the vision of the Seeing-stones of Númenor, farewell!” 
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(Responding to this post about light and hope in LotR)

 “War must be, while we defend our lives against a destroyer who would devour all; but I do not love the bright sword for its sharpness, nor the arrow for its swiftness, nor the warrior for his glory. I love only that which they defend.”
 
“Frodo raised his head, and then stood up. Despair had not left him, but the weakness had passed. He even smiled grimly, feeling now as clearly as a moment before he had felt the opposite, that what he had to do, he had to do, if he could, and that whether Faramir or Aragorn or Elrond or Galadriel or Gandalf or anyone else ever knew about it was beside the purpose.“
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My sister and I are half a chapter away from the end of Book III in LotR. Gandalf has just grabbed Pippin and galloped away on Shadowfax, following Pippin’s little adventure with the palantir. Things are tense.
 
I love this chapter. The first part, with Merry and Gandalf and then with Merry and Pippin, is sweet and funny (my sister: “Merry is the best!”). Then it veers off into sheer terror when Pippin steals the palantir. You can feel the compulsion Pippin feels, the compulsion to do something he knows is a bad idea because he just needs to know. And obviously there’s something magical going on here, but I think we’ve all felt the non-magically enhanced version of this, and that’s a terrifying feeling in and of itself.
 
Favorite quotes from this part:
 
All Wizards should have a hobbit or two in their care - to teach them the meaning of the word, and to correct them. 
 
(S: Wait, aren’t there only three wizards at this point? and one of them just turned evil?)
 
‘He has grown, or something. He can be both kinder and more alarming, merrier and more solemn than before, I think. He has changed; but we have not had a chance to see how much, yet. But think of the last part of that business with Saruman! Remember Saruman was once Gandalf’s superior: head of the Council, whatever that may be exactly. He was Saruman the White. Gandalf is the White now. Saruman came when he was told, and his rod was taken; and then he was just told to go, and he went!' 
 
(Merry is really perceptive sometimes.)
 
What’s the harm in my telling you what I should like: a look at that stone? I know I can’t have it, with old Gandalf sitting on it, like a hen on an egg. 
 
(That’s an amazing visual.)
 
The hobbit relaxed and fell back, clinging to the wizard’s hand. 'Gandalf!’ he cried. 'Gandalf! Forgive me!’
 
'Forgive you?’ said the wizard. 'Tell me first what you have done!’
 
'I, I took the ball and looked at it,’ stammered Pippin; 'and I saw things that frightened me. And I wanted to go away, but I couldn’t. And then he came and questioned me; and he looked at me, and, and that is all I remember.’
 
'That won’t do,’ said Gandalf sternly. 'What did you see, and what did you say?’
 
Pippin shut his eyes and shivered, but said nothing. They all stared at him in silence, except Merry who turned away. But Gandalf’s face was still hard. 'Speak!’ he said.
 
In a low hesitating voice Pippin began again, and slowly his words grew clearer and stronger. 'I saw a dark sky, and tall battlements,’ he said. 'And tiny stars. It seemed very far away and long ago, yet hard and clear. Then the stars went in and out-they were cut off by things with wings. Very big, I think, really; but in the glass they looked like bats wheeling round the tower. I thought there were nine of them. One began to fly straight towards me, getting bigger and bigger. It had a horrible - no, no! I can’t say.
 
(Holy sh-)
 
'Dangerous indeed, but not to all,’ said Aragorn. 'There is one who may claim it by right. For this assuredly is the palantír of Orthanc from the treasury of Elendil, set here by the Kings of Gondor. Now my hour draws near. I will take it.’
 
(Aragorn is being Kingly. :D)
 
The Nazgûl have crossed the River! Ride, ride! Wait not for the dawn! Let not the swift wait for the slow! Ride!’ 
 
(S: “So what he actually means is, ‘I’m swift, you’re slow, bye!’”) 
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The Road to Isengard is kind of a boring chapter, until you get to the last couple of pages where you suddenly get Merry and Pippin being hilarious assholes. 
 
My favorite quote from this chapter, of course, is the last line:
 
 
“So that is the King of Rohan!” said Pippin in an undertone. “A fine old fellow. Very polite.”
 
(#I didn't think we'd make it all the way through this chapter in one night#but we did#also apparently we've been reading for a year#at this rate it will take us another year and a half to finish)

Edit on crossposting, 12/8/18: Over a year and a half later, and we're still only nearing the end of Book 5.
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Tonight, I read the second half of the chapter ‘Helm’s Deep’ to my sister. I kept trying to send her to bed, and she kept not going. So we finished the chapter. It’s far from my favorite, but I think I appreciated it more this time around: reading aloud makes me go a lot slower than I would normally, and I think that really makes this chapter work a lot better.
 
My sister has predicted that Theoden is doomed, though I think she thinks he’ll die sooner than he really will. Still, impressive genre savviness for a 13 year old. Or maybe not; I don’t really remember when I started seeing those sorts of patterns. 
 
‘The Road to Isengard’ is next. We probably won’t get to Merry and Pippin next time, that part will probably need to wait until the time after next. Whenever that will be. :/ 
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Today my sister and I read the second half of the chapter “The King of the Golden Hall”. Some quotes:
 
‘I owe much to Éomer,’ said Théoden. 'Faithful heart may have forward tongue.' 
 
'Say also,’ said Gandalf, 'that to crooked eyes truth may wear a wry face.’
 
'I said not Éomer,’ answered Háma. 'And he is not the last. There is Éowyn, daughter of Éomund, his sister. She is fearless and high-hearted. All love her. Let her be as lord to the Eorlingas, while we are gone.’
 
My favorite part of this chapter, though, was a part we read last time:
 
'Take this, dear lord!’ said a clear voice. 'It was ever at your service.’ Two men had come softly up the stair and stood now a few steps from the top. Éomer was there. No helm was on his head, no mail was on his breast, but in his hand he held a drawn sword; and as he knelt he offered the hilt to his master.
 
'How comes this?’ said Théoden sternly. He turned towards Éomer and the men looked in wonder at him, standing now proud and erect. Where was the old man whom they had left crouching in his chair or leaning on his stick?
 
'It is my doing, lord,’ said Háma, trembling. I understood that Éomer was to be set free. Such joy was in my heart that maybe I have erred. Yet, since he was free again, and he a Marshal of the Mark,! brought him his sword as he bade me.’
 
'To lay at your feet, my lord,’ said Éomer.
 
For a moment of silence Théoden stood looking down at Éomer as he knelt still before him. Neither moved.
 
'Will you not take the sword?’ said Gandalf. 
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Ugh, I don’t want to write anything. I’ve been skipping around, reading anything that happens to catch my eye, and not having thoughts about what I read.
 
Before that, I was reading LotR aloud to my sister. “Isn’t she a bit old for that?” you may ask. Why, yes, yes she is. She’s 12. The last time I read aloud to her was years ago. But she started LotR on her own once before, and got bored and quit, and that’s just not acceptable. We started at the beginning of Book 2 earlier this week, and we’re in the middle of the Council of Elrond now. That chapter is… really long. It doesn’t seem that long when you’re reading to yourself. Especially if you’re me, and use every line to go, “Oh! He means that dude from the thing! And this is the part that will be super important later! Oh, there’s the canon part of that one fic!” S. doesn’t really care about any of that, obviously, because she doesn’t know enough things to really make the connections. She also doesn’t quite approve of descriptive language, so it’s sort of slow going.
 
Eh. I’m just going to post the beginning of a perennial WIP. It’s a translation of one of my favorite Russian books, actually:
 
 
The only things I have left of my classmates now are the memories and a single photograph. It’s a group portrait, with our homeroom teacher in the center, the girls around her, and the boys at the edges. The photograph has faded, and since the photographer carefully focused the camera on the teacher, the edges, smudged even when the picture was taken, have now completely blurred; sometimes I wonder if they have blurred because the boys of our class long ago passed into nothingness, before they had a chance to finish growing up, and their features have been dissolved by time. 
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Sleeping over at Y’s tonight; not actually spending much time with the computer right now, but it feels like cheating not to make a post.
 
Eagle on the Ramparts has updated! Yay! I haven’t read the update yet, because I don’t want to stop in the middle of a chapter, but I will soon!
 
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A couple things have been haunting my imagination. 

One is @arrogantemu‘s These Gifts That You Have Given Me. It’s so… beautiful, and complex, and …. and… words. There is this feeling of hope, in this fic, which is amazing, given its premise. You know this isn’t going to end well; you know exactly how and when it’s going to go wrong; but that gets shunted off to the side while you’re reading, because Celebrimbor’s vision of a glorious future is just so breathtaking. The Mirdain’s philosophy appeals to me a great deal; it’s all about healing and building, but it’s so fierce, it’s like making war on the imperfections of the world. And much of the story is about that; about trying to fix things, even when there is very little hope. So it’s impossible, you see, to regret anything Celebrimbor does, because anything else - not accepting Annatar in the first place, not making the Rings, giving up on saving Annatar’s soul (saving Annatar from Sauron? that seems like a false dichotomy) - anything else would have made Celebrimbor less, and all of the world less bright for it. (Regretting Sauron’s action’s is a different story…)

Another thought: Sauron doesn’t quite understand free will; he doesn’t quite comprehend the difference between forcing or manipulating someone, and having that person choose to do what you want; and he doesn’t understand that he has lost something by binding himself to the Ring. But for Celebrimbor, that respect for the will of others is at the center of his being. Lordship is repugnant to him. And everyone else in the story echoes those two. For some reason, I keep thinking specifically of Galadriel in this context. A barrier in another’s mind would seem to inherently violate their free will; but the way it is built, it… doesn’t. It’s a door that can only be unlocked freely. 

Some quotes, chosen semi-randomly, because every sentence is a jewel, but only some of them are quotable:

“If we destroy what is good, and strong, and beautiful, because it may yet fall to evil, then evil’s work is already done.”

“We may fail. So the beauty and strength in the world have ever ended. But for a while, this was.”

“You see me, Annatar. You know who I am, you know the legacy of blood on my name. It’s not just the survivors of Morgoth’s slave-camps, none of us are what we were. None of our hands are clean. And yet we will raise them to the light, Annatar; we will see this marred world shine.”

“No one here is unmarred. And if we’re going to let that stop us from lifting up our hearts and our hands to the healing of this world – well, then Morgoth’s defeat was for nothing, because his will is still at work within us.”

“I  – forgive you,” he said. His eyes fluttered shut again, but he kept speaking. “I do not excuse what you have done. I do not excuse – what you are still to do. To me. To yourself. To the world we might have shared. But I forgive you. I forgave you  – a long time ago.”

“Refusal is sacred.” 

 
(crossposted from tumblr on 12/7/2018)

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